Wednesday, April 22 ’09. Everything went out of control…
She had done again. What do you want from me again? I thought you were happy with your partner? Haven’t we’ve talked about this before? We’ve both agreed on keeping our distance from each other right? I told you to stay away from me. I’m trying my best to move on and start from what is left to me. I told you to act as if I don’t exist and ill do the same. I’ve even asked you to erase my mobile number from your contacts. And yet, you’re still texting me. You said you had already erased my number but you but you can’t get it off from your mind. And I said, well it’s NOT my problem anymore.
Then, last Wednesday everything went crazy. You were telling me things like, “you’ve missed me so much”. I wanted to laugh. In the back of my mind I said “so much your face” You were biting, hugging and kissing me. I’m trying to push you away. Because I know it’s not right. I was trying to call juris and bits from a far. But they couldn’t hear me. The videoke was too loud. I keep on telling her. Your just drunk that's why your telling me this things. Aren’t you happy with your partner now? Then she answered “wala man koy uyab”. So I laugh at her. Now I’m really laughing. I asked her, “nag sisi naka?” She answered me with a nod. So it’s a yes obviously. I told her, well it’s too late. Everything had happened already. My tears were falling as I heard her telling me that she is regretting what she have done to me and she wanted me back. But reality flashes in my very face. It said, wait! Isn’t she drunk that’s why she’s telling you these things again? So then I realized. Was I this weak when it comes to her? Then I stand up. And walk away from her. Kring told me that she is hurt and she still loves you. I answered, no she’s not, and she’s just drunk that’s why.
Anyone can attest to everything that happens that day. Now tell me. Do you deserve the word trust? You know what? I am feeling your partner. Your not just hurting me, you’re also hurting your partner as well.
She had done again. What do you want from me again? I thought you were happy with your partner? Haven’t we’ve talked about this before? We’ve both agreed on keeping our distance from each other right? I told you to stay away from me. I’m trying my best to move on and start from what is left to me. I told you to act as if I don’t exist and ill do the same. I’ve even asked you to erase my mobile number from your contacts. And yet, you’re still texting me. You said you had already erased my number but you but you can’t get it off from your mind. And I said, well it’s NOT my problem anymore.
Then, last Wednesday everything went crazy. You were telling me things like, “you’ve missed me so much”. I wanted to laugh. In the back of my mind I said “so much your face” You were biting, hugging and kissing me. I’m trying to push you away. Because I know it’s not right. I was trying to call juris and bits from a far. But they couldn’t hear me. The videoke was too loud. I keep on telling her. Your just drunk that's why your telling me this things. Aren’t you happy with your partner now? Then she answered “wala man koy uyab”. So I laugh at her. Now I’m really laughing. I asked her, “nag sisi naka?” She answered me with a nod. So it’s a yes obviously. I told her, well it’s too late. Everything had happened already. My tears were falling as I heard her telling me that she is regretting what she have done to me and she wanted me back. But reality flashes in my very face. It said, wait! Isn’t she drunk that’s why she’s telling you these things again? So then I realized. Was I this weak when it comes to her? Then I stand up. And walk away from her. Kring told me that she is hurt and she still loves you. I answered, no she’s not, and she’s just drunk that’s why.
Anyone can attest to everything that happens that day. Now tell me. Do you deserve the word trust? You know what? I am feeling your partner. Your not just hurting me, you’re also hurting your partner as well.
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