For once I want you to make up you mind. You’ve been hanging me here all this time. I told you to please let me go if you can’t decide which is which. You said your happy being with me. But that is not enough for me. Because I know when you’re with me you’re still thinking of your phalala laa. And it’s getting into my nerves knowing that I can’t have you as a whole at all.
I’ve been through a lot. And you know that damn well. You know what are the things that I have to sacrifice just to make this thing work between us. But it seems to you that don’t recognize a single of it. My friends were telling me to stop this crap and forget you. But the more that I tried to, the more I’m falling for you like hell. And I hate it.
Please, whatever spell you had cast on me, just stop it and give me now the antidote.
And now you’re asking for space? Well go on, I’m giving you all the time in the world to think things and figure what you really want with your life. You know were to find me. But I just want to tell you one thing; I can’t wait for you forever because I don’t believe in forever at all. You’re not the only girl in this world for crissake. I just hope that when the time you made up your mind, I would still recognize you.
Bye for now.
Don’t worry; I won’t drink my ass off again like what I have done before over our first break up. I’m so much better now.
Onse’23
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